after watching the lake house...
i am wondering...
loving and being with the someone that you love is just so difficult...
true love really doesnt come so easily??
you always need to search hard, wait and break your heart before finding that true one?

i feel that i am in the stage of truly found someone whom i am willing to give in and change for...
not fully but at least partially... *still trying though*
although i did tried to tune myself in my other relationship but i think most of the time, it was a little late to improve anything...
giving in and changing oneself is never easy...
definitely not by snapping your fingers...
and sometimes it is not by changing yourself and you will be accepted...

tck always mentioned this which i think it's rather true...
"if you meet that someone at a different time, age and place...
the ending to the relationship story will be different"
different year, time, age and place contribute greatly to the understanding, reactions and attitude towards the situation...

i heard a lot of people saying this, "they are not who they are now..."
why?
i believe it is because everyone learn and grow with experiences...
incidents happens and how to deal with it...

loving someone is never easy...
maintain a relationship is all the more difficult...
i am definitely lousy at it...
i admit...

...there is always sunshine after the rain...