loving someone is not as easy as 1, 2, 3
it's not about loving...
it's not about enjoy...
it's not about gaining...
it's not about losing...
it's not about exchanging...
at times, seriously...
i dun know what is love...
doing what makes that person happy?
love seeing him?
enjoy spending time with him?

what is promise?

prom·ise (prŏm'ĭs) pronunciation
n.

1.
*A declaration assuring that one will or will not do something; a vow.
*Something promised.
2. Indication of something favorable to come; expectation: a promise of spring in the air.
3. Indication of future excellence or success: a player of great promise.

v., -ised, -is·ing, -is·es.

v.tr.

1. To commit oneself by a promise to do or give; pledge: left but promised to return.
2. To afford a basis for expecting: thunderclouds that promise rain.

v.intr.

1. To make a declaration assuring that something will or will not be done.
2. To afford a basis for expectation: an enterprise that promises well.

SYNONYMS promise, pledge, swear, vow. These verbs mean to declare solemnly that one will follow a particular course of action: promises to write soon; pledged to uphold the law; swore to get revenge; vowed to fight to the finish.

to a lot of people, a promise may be broken due to different circumstance...
even contract may be void due to unforeseen circumstance...
but when you are at a situation that you can fulfil what you promise, should you not keep to your promise?
i may be inflexible and stubborn toward keeping to a promise made...
but maybe that's a result of my past experiences...

change one's character and temper...
is not being saying, i will change and you can change the next second...
not by someone asking to change, you will change...
character and temper, is something which i thinking is inborn...
of course, changing and improvement can be done...
but most important, time, patient and chances must be giving...


please spare me from all these pain and sadness...
MOOD: i need to relax...