I was thinking of all that had happened. Last night, I even felt like sitting on my kitchen floor and cry my lungs out but in the end, I managed to control myself.

I am not getting depress or what, just that I feel that I am being suppress for a little too much, is like going to explode anytime.

Dangerous, I know but what can I do? I put it under control because I dun wan to show temper.

I was talking to tiffany on msn. I felt much better. Although at one stage I was at the verge of crying while chatting, having tears in my eyes in front of my work PC but did managed to control myself.

I think my tears will burst out anytime soon. So watch out!

*Just need to talk to pals*