I am not allow to be unhappy..
I am not allow to have a deep breath to calm myself down when stress or arguement arise..
I am not allow to talk back even when being 'suan'.. I will be told, 不可以这祥的阿..
I must be a good girl ..
I am always leave to make decision..
I was told that going out with me very 'siong', spend money..
I was told that going out with me, sending me back is tiring..

i a m s a d b u t d o e s i t m a t t e r ?
i a m s a d b u t c a n i s h o w ?
i a m a n g r y w i t h m y s e l f b u t c a n i s h o w ?