Life, to me, is all about falling, picking up, falling again, picking up again.. There are something, you wish you can own or you know you cant.. Something, the more you fight, the more the thing will drift further from you.. if you don't fight, you will regret.. I told myself before that, even if I cant get it, at least I already put in effort..

But nowadays, seems like I have wake up from a fairytale land where I used to live in.. Being pampered, showered with lots of care and love.. Even when I was down, I recovered very fast.. It seems like I am currently see the real world, a little wear out from all the sad and worry matters.. Have no energy to charge forward, to achieve the things I want, I look forward to have..

I believe this is the period of time that I really need to set my priority right and choose the most suitable path.. I used to hate waiting and I push to get the answer ASAP but now, I am waiting and enduring.. I don't know why am I acting this way but I think I will be my old self soon..